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Breath






Breath
2018
fabric, video installation


Strips of gauze are draped like curtains to the ground, and an image of bamboo is projected on the white fabric, overlapping with the spine, partly covered and partially visible with the rhythm of the breath and breeze.











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Sometimes I picture a situation in which the audience does not understand or agree with me in front of my works, which causes the worry that I am experiencing at the moment - concern about how other people see me. They pass judgement on me based on their own experiences; some dismiss the worth of my work or even my own identity.






When I was 11, I suffered from a serious sickness. I was always scared when the doctor came to check on me at half past eight every morning throughout my one-month stay in the hospital. It appeared that there was a large distance between reality and my expected self, which terrified me. My mum advised me to live like bamboos.

They will never be crushed, no matter how powerful the wind is.

Adler, who suffered from chronic sickness as a youngster, concludes in What Life Should Mean to You that physical flaws, indulgence, and neglect by parents are the three most frequent difficulties in infancy. One's early experiences shape how he or she interprets and responds to things as an adult, as well as one's expectations of the world and oneself.

I believe it is more vital to accept my genuine nature than to resist this uneasiness. That is why I include my own body as an aspect in my video. My physique shows my distinct personality. It also mirrors my feelings at times. My curled-up body trembles with my breath when I'm afraid at night. Bamboo represents my idealised self. It possesses nice qualities that I aspire to. I let its shadow overlap with my body, like Chinese poets do when they worship bamboo with chants to reflect their own personalities.